trying to communication with john since he has been gone has been really frustrating. his computer ended up dying and he has no cell phone coverage in his barrack room. all conversations have dropped or became distorted and text messages are delayed.... it is strange cause he is only in Virginia. we really shouldn't be having all these issues.
i got really upset and being almost 6 months pregnant, it was just way too much to handle. finally last night - he has already been gone for 2 weeks - we got to communicate effectively. what a relief it was and how emotional i was. now i work in communication - disorders and mainly with hearing impairments, but i now understand the impact when it doesn't happen like you want or even at all! i have never been that kind of person that needs phone calls or contact, but i do now being pregnant, i need my husband, i need to hear his voice, i have a weird vulnerability that i never had before. would have it been so bad if i wasn't pregnant? would i have been so emotional is i wasn't? am i the one with technical difficulties?
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It's so hard having your hubby away. Mine is going away for two days and I will probably freak out - as usual. 9 days almost killed me. You are my hero! We need to be closer! Love you and hang in there!
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