Bigger belly...more discomfort and John leaving again... i didn''t cry this time. i wonder why? does that mean i have gotten used to it or something else. i haven't had much emotions lately. with all the changes finally becoming reality, i thought i would be more emotional. john leaving for a month, my mom coming, baby bigger, leaving my temple ordinance worker position, baby shower, getting essential baby stuff, leaving work, john home, baby's due date, caring for baby, caring for myself, john caring for baby, packing, parents visiting and leaving, us leaving... us traveling with an infant... you would think i would be emotional! plus all raging hormones - but i am calm, i am good, i am going with the flow. one day at a time. 
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