focus and paths

hey

well things have been a little stressful lately. i have tons of things going on with school and everything just seems to be piling up. i am begining to get to that point where i don't even want to start on anything because there is just too much to do. also, on the top of everything, i don't feel like doing it! i can't seem to find room for any good thoughts of school or syndromes or counseling issues or nafda flights or work or clinic with all the jumble that is up there. life has so many turns and directions where it can go. people come in and out of your life, choices are made, and paths are taken. i feel that your path of life is really affected when you lose focus. i have been so out of focus lately that even my body couldn't take it and i got totally sick. for four days i had a hard time getting out of bed, spit up every color imaginable, and just ached all over. i couldn't even sing, which to me is along the lines of a greek tragedy! still i am coughing and slowly recovering, but have yet been able to regain my focus. i can function in clinic and am still doing well in classes, but my head is totally elsewhere.